Falun Gong turns me into a murderer

30 Oct

My name is Yu Xuewei, born in January 1981, Korean ethnic minority. Graduated from a college, I worked as an assistant at a shopping mall named “Europe-Asia Market” in Changchun City, Jilin Province. I live in the Economic Development Zone of Changchun City. My husband Jin Mingduo is also Korean ethnic minority, born in February 1976. He worked for Changchun FAW-VW after graduating from a high school. We had a clever and lovely son in February 2004.
However, such a happy family as mine has been torn to pieces since both my husband and I became obsessed with Falun Gong. My husband Jin Mingduo was punished in accordance with law in April 2008 for printing, posting and distributing propaganda materials of Falun Gong for the so-called “truth-clarifying”, “anti-persecution” and “pursuing Consummation”. To answer Master’s “call” to pursue an early “Consummation”, I, together with other three Fulun Gong followers, beat another fellow practitioner Xiao Rong to death in order to expel “the evil spirit” from her body and was sentenced to life imprisonment.
My husband Jin Mingduo began to practice Falun Gong in 1997. He did not give it up after we got married in March 2003. Although Falun Gong was frequently criticized by the media at that time, I did not take it seriously since my husband just read the book Zhuan Falun at home or practiced meditation at evenings, never going out for studying Fa or attending the gatherings.
My 51-year-old mother was diagnosed with terminal stage of liver cancer and died less than a month later in December 2003. As her only daughter, I was overcome with grief at the loss of my mother and scared for the decay and death of the human world.
In those days of desperation and anxiety, I followed my husband’s suggestion and read the books like Zhuan Falun that he passed to me.
Li Hongzhi said in his book that “Karma is the root cause of all sickness and misfortune”, “those who really cultivate will not get sick. If you stopped cultivating, you would have already died” and that “when he succeeds in cultivation in the future, he will get whatever he wants just by holding out his hands, and he will have anything he desires. He can do anything he wants, and there is everything in his paradise.”
Are there such good things in the world? Practicing Falun Gong can “eliminate karma” so that you do not have to take medicine when getting ill. After reaching “Consummation”, you can also “be rewarded with fortune and ascension in broad daylight”.
Hence, from disbelieving to half-believing, I finally became obsessed with Falun Gong by and by. I even regretted that I started cultivation too late and that, if I had started cultivation earlier or cultivated with my mother together, she would not have fallen ill, or even if she fell ill, she would not have left me so early with the protection of Master’s “Fashen (body)”.
After a period of cultivation, I finally relieved myself from the pain of my mother’s death. More importantly, my husband and I found ourselves a “common interest”. Every day after work, my husband just could not wait to come back home to exchange the experience of “studying Fa”. We did not quarrel with each other any more, which made me feel the fun of “studying Fa”.
In the summer of 2007, my husband introduced me to Gao Hongqing (born in 1975, graduating from high school, worker of FAW-VW) who had very good “understanding” and Wang Haipeng (born in 1976, graduating from high school, worker of FAW-VW). Through exchanges with them, both of us became even more obsessed with Falun Gong. In that period, I had the same dream of attending Master Li Hongzhi’s lectures almost every night and the Master told me to treasure this “opportunity” and make “further advancement” in order to reach “Consummation” early.
Both Gao Hongqing and Wang Haipeng were my husband’s colleagues, and our homes were close to one another. More importantly, we were all “cultivating” together. Therefore, we met together from time to time to exchange our “minds” and told each other our respective dreams because Master said “what you see in your dreams is all real since your soul truly goes there”. In the way Zhougong interpreted the dreams, we would try to “understand” what Master revealed to us in the dreams, praising and lulling each other, because Master said it would be all right however you understand the dream and it would never go wrong.
On September 22, 2007, Master’s new scripture was published on the Minghui Net, claiming, “The cultivation of Dafa disciples is not only for their own Consummation…To save sentient beings is what the Dafa disciples must do.” Saving sentient beings should surely include those who had been transferred and who had not made “further advancement” because Master Li Hongzhi had said, the reason he extended the Fa-Rectification period was that he wanted “to give a chance to those people”.
We soon became nervous upon hearing this and all began to think who among those we knew had stopped practice Falun Gong or made no “progress”. My husband and I naturally and immediately thought of Jin Mingdong, my husband’s brother.
Like Jin Mingduo, Jin Mingdong began to practice Falun Gong in 1997. When the Government banned Falun Gong in 1999, he was a freshman in the former Jilin Industrial College (now re-named as Changchun Industrial University). He chose to quit school in order to continue his “cultivation”. Giving in to repeated exhortation of the volunteers, he finally gave up Falun Gong. He went to South Korea in 2004 and worked for a Sino-Korean trading company. As he could speak both Korean and English very well and was very capable, he was put into an important position by the company. He could earn over 100,000 yuan a year, excluding daily expenses.
This was really a once-in-a-life-time opportunity. How could we abandon this great mission of “saving sentient beings”?
From 1 to 15 February 2008, we left our son, who was less than 4 years old, to my father and went to South Korea without any hesitation. As it was the first time that we went abroad, we should do some sight-seeing by rights. However, to complete our mission, we did not go anywhere but staying at Jin Mingdong’s home he rented, trying to persuade him.
But our work did not go smoothly at the beginning, and Jin Mingdong was not influenced by our words. I described him vividly my illusions and dreams to let him believe that all of these were real. I also told him that it was almost the time for “reaching Consummation” and that if he gave up like this, all the hardship he experienced would be for nothing. With our earnest “admonitions”, he finally agreed to think about it.
We had to come back home with regret as our visa had expired. Instead of just leaving him as he was, we continued to urge him through long-distance calls or online video chatting.
As the saying goes, those who work hard will get rewarded. On April 4, 2008, having paid all the penalties due to breach of contract and left all “fame, material interest, emotion” including his newly-met girlfriend, Jin Mingdong came back to our home in Changchun. With the feeling of shame and remorse toward “Dafa”, Jin Mingdong cultivated even harder than before after he came back home from abroad.
The return of Jin Mingdong further strengthened our confidence and encouragement in “saving sentient beings”. We felt that our “Gong power” had been increased obviously and that we had stepped further towards “Consummation”. Hence, we decided to continue “saving sentient beings” and look for those who did not make “further advancement”.
Gao Hongqing said that some of his neighbors used to practice Falun Gong. He looked for them secretly. Nevertheless, after he met them, he found they were all grandpas and grandmas, who could not be able to guarantee their time for “advancement” due to heavy household affairs such as picking up their grandchildren to or from school or looking after the patients at home. They provided an important clue, however, that a young woman named Xiao Rong (born in Changchun in 1979 and jobless) cultivated very hard for “further advancement” and seemed “possessed” by something. Her husband watched her closely to prevent her from practicing Falun Gong.

We regarded it as very urgent, so we all decided that we must see this Xiao Rong and find out what on earth her “possession” was. Master Li Hongzhi said, animals like foxes, weasels, rats and willow warblers which could not cultivate into immortals by themselves often “posses” a human being by getting into his/her “mud-ball acupoint”, absorbing the essence of his or her body, so as to cultivate itself into a human form and finally replace this human completely. That human would look like someone at the appearance but in fact was one of these animals. Master mentioned in his Zhuan Falun that he once destroyed a “snake spirit”.
It was me, my husband, Gao Hongqing and Wang Haipeng who went for the first meeting. Xiao Rong talked incoherently and strangely. She talked about this one moment and that the next. For one moment she said that she witnessed Li Hongzhi’s Fashen (body) cleaning her body and for another moment she said that she was a fox spirit that had been with Xiao Rong for thousands of years and waited to see her today…
We did not dare to doubt any word by Xiao Rong, believing that this was the “possession” case mentioned by Master. At the same time when we worshipped Master more, we all regarded this was a test set by Master purposely. Perhaps his “Dharma-eyes” were watching us by the side of us. So, we made up our mind to help Xiao Rong to “expel the evil” so as to attain Consummation earlier.
But how could we “expel the evil”? None of us knew how to do it. So we decided to wait until we got full “understanding” of it.
On April 7, 2008, the fifth day after Jin Mingdong’s return, my husband went to work as he was on a day shift while Jin Mingdong and I stayed at home. At around 10:00 am, Gao Hongqing, who was on a night shift, came to my home, wanting to have a really nice long chat with Jin Mingdong who was regarded as making no “advancement” and to help the latter to restore his “Gong power”. About 12:00 pm, Xiao Rong, having just completed the divorce procedures, also came to my home with the divorce certificate. Upon arrival, Xiao Rong began to speak in tongues, talking for one moment, singing for the next and dancing sometimes. The voice produced from her mouth sounded like that two persons were talking and arguing.
Seeing Xiao Rong’s divorce certificate, we admired her from the bottom of our hearts for her courageous and resolute action. To believe in Dafa and to pursue early “Consummation”, she even gave up her marriage, husband and only-8-year-old son, which made us feel very much ashamed for ourselves. This also further enhanced our determination to save Xiao Rong. We had been deciding to drive away that “evil spirit” thoroughly to let Xiao Rong have a peaceful cultivation; otherwise, Xiao Rong could be ruined if it went on like this. Since we were cultivating together, we could not leave her alone. Moreover, this could probably be a test for us set by Master because he once said that nothing was coincident and all would be the test set for improving our minds.
Hence, we began to do in accordance with the requirements of “Fa”. At first, we formed a circle with Xiao Rong in the centre and read her the scriptures from Zhuan Falun loudly. Then we together sent forth “righteous thoughts” with reading “Fa will make the world right and eliminate all the evil…” However, half an hour later, Xiao Rong was still what she was. It did not work at all. According to Master’s instruction, “Any method could be adopted to stop evil”, we tried to freeze her with cold water, which did not work, neither. Thinking that the “fox spirit” might fear hotness, I boiled some water, put the hot water in a bottle, and then place the bottle on Xiao Rong’s stomach. Xiao Rong cried out for the hotness. We asked her if the “fox spirit” was gone or not. She said yes. So we stopped. But after a while, Xiao Rong began to speak in tongues, behave dottily and make grimaces again. We all thought that the “fox spirit” was rather deceptive. Therefore, following what people did in the TV series, we pricked the upper side of her lips, which did not work. We could do nothing but calling Wang Haipeng whose “Gong power” was superb for help. Wang Haipeng said we should not treat this “fox spirit” with mercy, as the Master said of “being pushed beyond the limits of forbearance”.
Therefore, we four began to beat her. We slapped her in the face first but she cried that she felt no pain and that she wanted us to beat her harder. Then the men kicked her randomly with their feet. Within a short while, Xiao Rong got black and blue all over and her face began to swell. Xiao Rong became much quieter and did not cry much. Finding it worked, we continued to beat her with both our fists and feet until she got down on all fours without any movement…
By this time, Jin Mingdong found something was wrong and said Xiao could probably be dead and should be taken to the hospital. We three all said that could not be possible because all those who practiced Falun Gong were protected by the Master. Even the cars could not kill them, how could we beat her to death? As a matter of fact, Xiao Rong was really dead. She was beaten to death by four of us.
 
Original text from: http://www.facts.org.cn/Data/01/201107/t131076.htm

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